seriously i am lazy to blog. But i am here because this is the only way i can feel much more relieve as there isnt much ppl reading it. i am wondering why parents always say that they know you very well after they had raised u up for more that a decade? In actual fact they dont! what they provide is a house for u to stay, allowance to spend, food and clothing to wear and THAT'S IT! Seriously!! they dun even noe what i need and what i want. working so hard and neglect us and our relationship drift apart eventhough we have been staying under the same roof. Irony right? why must they be so demanding? Why kind we have our own opinion? I Simply HATE the feeling being BLACKMAIL! confiscate modem as you like. cut my pocket money as you would. chase me out of the house as you want. I dont give it a damn. Do you thing without all these three thing i would die? NO! I will prove to u i am able to stay alive with my own hand! See how much can u threaten me. Juz wait i will walk out of this freaking idiotic loveless house. Try me. Since you say you dunno why u will born such a child who gives u so much problem, why when i was still a baby, you dun strangle me to death? and why you guys brought me into this world and complaints about me?! LET ME DIE AND EVERYTHING WOULD BE SOLVED!